Demisexuality is the worst sexuality. Not gonna lie. Being demisexual fucking sucks. I hate almost everyone and they all repulse me, except for my closest friends. But I want to fuck them, all of them, and pretty much no one else appeals to me sexually. It's like, by definition, I'm basically only capable of feeling attraction to people who've already friendzoned me.
And what's worse than that, I feel like shit for being attracted to my friends, especially while already being in a relationship, because, like, I wish I could just turn off my libido for everyone who isn't my boyfriend. But I can't, and I think this is probably something most people are used to dealing with, but I can barely feel any attraction to any real person who I'm not already close to. And I know that God (aka Me) hates me for feeling sexual attraction to people who aren't my boyfriend, even though I just keep those feelings to myself, and don't act on them or tell them I'm attracted to them.
Basically what I'm saying is fuck demisexuality, demisexuality needs to be illegalized so that I can have normal, functional friendships with people.
#shitposting