Haven't masturbated at ALL today! Usually I'm a twice in a row guy, three times a day. But this penis injury is reshaping my existence. I have so much free time now. I'm still loving the pornz, but I'm just not fapping because it's so much work now to get the fleshlight and the lube and then wash it off when done, exhausting. Maybe this will make my loads bigger when I finally do cum.
@grumpy Doc said it looked like a burst blood vessel, and to come back in a month to see how it progresses. He said not to fap. But didn't say not to have sex...so if I really have to I use the fleshlight since it's soft like the lord intended not hard like my fucking gorilla grip hand crushing my dick. Never using a penis pump again. I'm glad it's just a burst vein not deep tissue damage. It's hurting less and feeling more normal as the weeks pass, and the lump is getting smaller. Hopefully my little weiner makes a full recovery!
