Me: I'm going to start saving hardcore pornography so that I can use it as reference to learn drawing
Me now: Thousands of vids and pics later, haven't drawn a single fucking thing, developed a porn addiction
There's still time to get back to drawing so I should probably do that.
@Spaghettimon What was your reason if you want to tell?
@Spaghettimon Based, that became my MO after I gave up on drawing. My brain became so coomed that I wanted to make sure I had porn even if it was deleted from tube sites (big studio scenes). I don't even get a boner anymore when I see people fucking, I have to focus to get it up. At first I was like awww ye I am now immune to seduction, but now I'm starting to worry that I may have become bored by sex.