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I didn't have sex until I was 18. She was petite and I loved her, met her at a house party. She was so beautiful. Everyone called her a gremlin though. But I loved her and didn't understand why everyone hated her. My first time was with her. She was amazing. She blew my mind. She took complete control like a mommy, and took very good care of me like I was a little boy even though I was twice her size. I was so dumb and inexperienced I didn't realize that the reason she was so good, was because she had lots of "experience". My gf was a whore. A slut. When I found that out I was devastated. I was like a dopey innocent retard who fell in love, I was basically Borat when he realized Pamela Anderson was a skank. Heartbroken and devastated. I dated others after her, but I never fell truly in love again. None were as good as her (in bed or in conversation), but she had her own flaws, she was prone to dangerous spontaneous behavior like running around and stealing cars and shit. I loved her, and that's why it hurt so much.
Why can't I just find someone like her, but without any of the bad parts?
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@Spaghettimon She had a picture in her room of her with her dog, a husky, she never talked about it and I never asked, but they looked very....close...in the pic. And she had a smug, knowing look in the pic, like she was getting away with something. I think she fucked that dog. But it wasn't around when I met her, just that picture on the wall in her room (this was before smartphones)...which is why I think she fucked it. I think she fucked that dog, got caught, and her parents got rid of it.
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@Spaghettimon I wouldn't be surprised if she did, I'd expect her to try it and like it based on her personality. She confessed to me once that she was molested by a cop (dad of her friend when she was sleeping over) when she was 8. Said he tried to put it in, but it hurt so he stopped and only did the tip. Made me so fucking mad with jealousy. She was fucked up about it though so I had to comfort her and tell her it was ok and not her fault and that she's not dirty etc. I miss her. Broke up with her because she got gangbanged by wannabe niggers in the city when I told her not to fucking go there. Started nice (to trick her), then they roughed her up and called more friends. She got set up by some spic bitch she met on the street. She confessed all this after the breakup but I already knew she had done something because I could smell it on her soul, I just didn't know it would turn out to be so bad.
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@Spaghettimon I only use spicy words for individuals I hate (just a reminder) I don't use them for an entire group. You're safe with me.
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@Spaghettimon I still remember the name she told me the spic bitch used, Chekka. Chekka like checker, as in, she checks areas for loose bitches to try and pimp out. Never got to talk to that cunt and I have no idea what she looks like but I'd like to give her a piece of my mind. All of them who used MY hole that week. Yes I'm very possessive and I perceived her as MINE since she gave herself to me and I was raised that sex means marriage. I was like a fucking Amish kid being blasted in the face by the world.