I wish I could punch my ex in the face with brass knuckles so he's crippled and deformed...
@amerika Sad thing is I haven't spoken to him in a long time. He would gaslight me a lot. He was popular in night life and would run events but he barely does anything anymore yet still acts like he's something special. I just want to crush the part of me that ever loved him at all.
@amerika Trying to move on though, I went from looking at his stupid fucking Instagram page 3 times a day to once every couple weeks. I really just want to forget about him and move on.
@amerika And I'm really just checking his page to know what spots I need to avoid. If he hosts an event at a club I know never to go there because they associate with trash.
You're probably right. Forget about and move on is a good plan in my view.
I've had them pull similar shit to me (lying about me to all their friends and then crying when I'd vent about their harassment) but it's all online bullshit. I can just make a new username and join a new community.
It's amazing to me, but there are a lot of toxic people out there.
The best thing one can do is remove their imprint on you.
It's what gets them off... hurting and controlling others.
I don't get it; such things have never worked for me.
I mean let's be honest, a verbal fight on a discord call over some dudes boyfriend not getting furry porn commissions with him is kino.
@amerika @PhenomX6 He would talk a lot about "living rent free in peoples heads" and at the time I thought it was corny but now it's very dark. He was the typical pudgy gay loser with a christian mom and a cop step daddy, turned his entire life into an act of revenge, dude is filled with so much bitterness and sorrow.
Lots of people have empty lives, so they eat up others.
Escape is victory.
It's getting worse out there. I think the normies are freaked out af by the possibility of armageddon.
After all, there were mooooovies about it, so they can relate.
I knew a guy who blew up a chat group or two over petty squabbles on discord/telegram. While he was obsessed with me, his obsessions with others would be his downfall. I'm not joking he would get shitfaced and spew shit to everyone he ever knew.
The internet can amplify these things. I also suspect family of origin issues!
Luckily you control yourself, so you can edit him out of your focus.
These situations are very hard.
Old emotions, reactions, and fears come up like coffins in a flood.
@Jazzy_Butts
In my experience, you gotta get people out of your head in order to be free.
Even if you interact with them regularly.