My schizo timeline
1990s: discover the concept of lies, disbelieve everything, my reality is shattered
2000s: pour over documents, books, everything I could get my hands on, get put on meds, go insane ('they' identified me and targeted me) - also learned about consciousness
2010s: 'They' considered me a failed experiment and cut me loose, though they keep me in their back pocket and keep an eye on me, they milk me for ideas but that's it, I'm disposable
2020s: They did something to me, I don't know how but they somehow weakened me, I tried my best, did my best, to give them good ideas, but it wasn't good enough, I have to try harder, have to learn more, give them better ideas, so they let me keep existing
One of the first facts I learned after my mental shattering was that the speed of light is 186,282.397051 miles per second. That's extremely fast.
One of the second facts I learned (that sounds funny) was that light is energy, and that all matter and energy are interchangeable, and so therefore everything is made of light, and then I started thinking about God...
I remember the book explained that all light, visible and invisible, is what we call radiation, and everything that "is", is radioactive! Some things are brighter than others, and cast a different hue.