Had a doctors appointment today and this system of tyrannical oppression must be dismantled and it's operators tried. Coatpigs. Labpigs.
@doorroo See I need pills but they won't give them to me because they're pills that actually work (opiates for my chronic non treatable pain disorder that makes me suicidal but they tell me to do yoga)
@doorroo Nothing can be done, and so the merciful thing is to give me opiates, which I need, because I have actual pain from actual injuries that are observable in scans. But they just won't. I keep fantasizing about hurting them in terrifying ways because I'm pissed off, this has been going on for years and they keep jerking me around. And then one dr will retire or move and send me to some new faggot and I have to stary all over again with the bullshit.
@doorroo The only Doctors who have the balls to hand it out are "pain management doctors" but even they are often faggots who set you up with massage, accupuncture, and whatever else, and all that stuff is good, but it's ignoring my fucking problem, that I want to kill myself to stop the mind rending soul rape I face at the end of most days, when my body is tired and I can't lay in any position for very long because the pain increases. I take sleeping pills to pass out, and then am unconscious for 2-6 hours, and then it starts all over again, a new day of disappointment and agony.
@doorroo@mirr0r.city
