@Jazzy_Butts cool story:
was at a halloween rave at a friend's house. her bf was dj'ing for us.
there i meet a cute tiny redhead. we dance to this song. i cuck her bf. she becomes my gf weeks later.

good times.



then my friend steals her from me and i just implode from the unexpected betrayal.

@bitterblossom The thing is I didn't "enter the world" so to speak until I was like 16. I grew up in a religious cult, so even though it's a ripoff it was original to me

@bitterblossom @Jazzy_Butts unexpected

@tarperfume @Jazzy_Butts i was blind af back then

head over heels for this chika

it still hurts

would probably steal her again if i could and get cucked again like a retard

@bitterblossom @Jazzy_Butts

You do it to yourself, you do
And that's what really hurts

yeah i get that. when you love even as you see it happening it's just. it seems worth it, it's not even about not noticing.

i do hope you would at least not be surprised were it to happen a second time

@tarperfume @Jazzy_Butts i mean
i'd know it was coming
and still get fucking blindsided
some girls are drugs, they just do that to ya. like drinking beer all afternoon and then taking whiskey shots and chugging vodka. you KNOW you're gonna end up with your face in the toilet, but it hits you sudden and unexpected anyway.

@bitterblossom @Jazzy_Butts you know it *will* happen, but that's not the same as knowing when and you can't imagine how it'll feel no matter how you prepare for it

@bitterblossom @tarperfume This is why I want a mentally unstable girl so she's too codependent to fuck anyone else let alone go anywhere without me (her anxiety would prevent it)

@Jazzy_Butts @bitterblossom this is a bad idea

@tarperfume @bitterblossom I knowwwww, her insecurity would cause her to seek validation from others as soon as I failed to meet her expectations

@Jazzy_Butts @bitterblossom it's a bad idea cause you would be tying your peace of mind about the relationship to how poorly she's doing with her anxiety. you'd be incentivising her to get worse and you'd know no serenity ever either way

@tarperfume @bitterblossom Oof that's true

@Jazzy_Butts @bitterblossom i really really do get wanting someone to be obsessed with you on some level. i don't even think it's impossible for that to exist and have it be good and healthy and compatible with a functional life honestly. but you don't want to do it that way, to tie someone by their ankles to a chain to your own and jump off the harbour pier

@tarperfume @Jazzy_Butts @bitterblossom

the type of romance we all want: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zzdQqvRfdf0

@rats @tarperfume @Jazzy_Butts @bitterblossom i wan the men romance

@vee @Jazzy_Butts @bitterblossom @tarperfume i got you fam https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RNMxHgvzlg0

@rats @Jazzy_Butts @bitterblossom @tarperfume wHY DOMINANT are u suggesting im..... . . . . .

@vee @rats @Jazzy_Butts @bitterblossom *twirls finger* roll over ave

@tarperfume @Jazzy_Butts @bitterblossom @rats *rolls over* what are u trying to prove grrrrrrrr

@vee @Jazzy_Butts @bitterblossom @rats nothing at all

e pur si muove

@vee @Jazzy_Butts @bitterblossom @tarperfume it's the topic we were on!

but if you want something comfier, this is the best femboy voice in all of asmr 100%

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=124xylI-kpQ

@rats @Jazzy_Butts @bitterblossom @tarperfume theyv got a pp and ican see it >:3

@rats @Jazzy_Butts @bitterblossom (serious) in being blatantly forceful this is somehow indeed healthier and clearer than lying to yourself about something fucked up being okay

(jokingly, even more seriously) i want this i need it please please

ah she has a good voice for this too...

@tarperfume @Jazzy_Butts @bitterblossom yeah her channel is great. there was another similar channel that also did really really good lesbian yandere horror asmr rp, had one audio that was basically "the thing" if "the thing" was lesbian yandere audio, but i think the channel got nuked and i dont remember the name :(

but this other person is also good sometimes, she has a really perfect "autistic sociopath" voice and cadence https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AXooeHFLwtU

@rats @Jazzy_Butts @bitterblossom she definitely the rise at the end, like the curling of a sharp smile....

that said i cannot possibly hear "tasks" or "vent" and feel anything near arousal

@Jazzy_Butts @tarperfume also you'd have to babysit her and provide for everything and somehow not cross the line to abuse/stockholming her

@tarperfume @bitterblossom @Jazzy_Butts ehehehehhe radiohead funny