I'll always remember the most fucked up dream I had, I had it when I was like 8, in the dream, I realized I was dreaming, and I could make myself fly by *believing* I could fly (very Peter Pan), and while flying I looked down ona crowd and blew it up with my mind, but my aim wasn't very good so it was just random shit getting blown up like a meteor shower was going on. I fly down, floaty like, feet first until I'm walking. I was a child and so in the dream even though as far as I was concerned I was grown, my body was very small compared to now, (I think that takes a little bit of the edge off this very fucked up dream). After touching down, I watched the people panic and run, the ones who noticed me were freaked out. I started blowing more shit up with my mind (I watched a lot of power rangers I guess) and then began cannibalistically eating a child (a peer, an equal, as again, I was a child at the time of this dream) in front of their mother, as an insult.
Then things got weird. And I don't know what the fuck this means, it was just a dream, it had to be, but a thin man in a dark suit descended down before me, I could not move, without moving or looking away he wiped away the scene, so it was just the two of us in a white void. He was above me, and I was below him. He said to me something which I could not hear all of, but it was something like "we're taking it (the power) away, you don't get to ....(something, unintelligible) anymore"
and then he was gone, and when he left, I woke up, and when I woke up, I was afraid.
I wondered, was that an angel? Was I an angel that did wrong with it's powers? Was that what that was? Was I seeing the past, what I had done? Was my life on earth a reincarnation and punishment for past deeds? Or was that an alternative earth? Was it real? It might as well have been, it felt real, and if that's the case, am I evil? If it felt real, and that's the first shit I did when I got a taste of power, and I was just a fucking kid, what the fuck am I?
I have never had another dream like that. Obviously it was just a dream, but it fucked with my head for a long time before I decided that.