I have to say it again, I'm not really racist. Just because I say nigger doesn't mean I'm racist, just because I call someone a monkey ass baboon doesn't mean I'm racist, because I don't think I'm better or worse than another because of our skin. I'm a nigger, my father's a nigger, I can say nigger according to the international rules of niggerdry, not that I think that should matter, I think anyone should be allowed to say any word.
No one knows it took me 7 years of repeatedly saying nigger every day to myself to desensitize myself to it and take the gut churning power away from the word, or another way to look at it was, I was undoing the horrendous brain damage society had done to me by making me think a word had so much power in the first place.
