I put on eclectic independent local liberal college radio that plays nothing but chill, and took a long hot shower on my little bamboo stool I bought so I can actually relax in the motherfucker, and all my angry feelings melted away. It's funny how I can see the differences in opinion of angry me vs calm me. Angry me is vindictive, cruel, mean. Calm me is super nice, very forgiving, gentle. How do I stay calm all the time? Calm seems more logical. Angry is just shortsighted.