I discovered a fantasy that makes me feel super good...the thought of getting a girl who wanted chad but was rejected, and she's actually settling for me, that is so..............the thought of this girl thinking she's not worth anything just because chad didn't want her, and the best she could do was ME....mmmmfffnnnnffff that's the good stuff....and I can passive aggressively feed into her negative self image and do things like stare into her eyes like she's a piece of worthless meat I'm only thrilled to chew on while I fuck her with zero care about how it feels for her at all
*Sigh* I'm too nice to ever be like this in reality but there's deep pools of inky primordial blackness in me from the moonlit heart of Africa.
Ok, deep breath, here we go guys, the specific fantasy is this........ I'm looking at a hot chick get rejected by Peter Parker but it's chad Peter Parker from the 90s when in story all the chicks wanted to bang him and he kept shooting them down for Marry Jane. Then the girls are all sad because Pete was like "lol get fukd uggo" and I do an evil grin and take advantage of their emotional state. And then every time we're out together and see Peter she just cries and I get such a rush from her anguish and self pity.
