I still can't fully wrap my head around how I had a mental collapse because of BBCs
Realistically I did not have a mental collapse "because of BBCs", there was a lifetime of experience preceding the collapse
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I really wish the precipitate for the collapse would have been something innocuous like a rare flower, or a foreign type of coinage, but no, it was a large cock of a black raced person thus complicating my psychic relationship with the black race tremendously (of which I am myself mixed and thus apart of)
