@Jazzy_Butts should have that schizophrenia looked at sometimes it can be treated. psyche isn't projecting separation between individual personalities.

@icedquinn Yea you get it, It's not schizophrenia it's schizo affective disorder, aka autism, us and schizos are more than cousins, we're brothers. I took some pills for it for a couple weeks a couple months ago but they gave me horrible sores in my mouth, an allergic reaction, I could only eat soup broth for days it was so swollen I couldn't chew. But on the pills, I felt very in control, but also felt very unmoved by the plight of others, I did not concern myself with others problems emotionally...I wish I could fix myself without pills, I feel like the pills take something....the pills, this is hard to say for certain but I think the pills are bad, historically every time I've taken one of these pills the doctors give me it makes me seem ok on the outside, but inside, it's bad, the pills make me evil, like really bad, without them the good and bad are competing so I can never move, but with the pills I can move but it's like black fire moving me, it's bad energy, it's letting it have the wheel, I can't do that, I have to keep him hobbled, but he is me, so I have to keep me hobbled, until I can figure out how to merge with him I guess, since I can't kill him since he's me and I am him and we dwell inside the same body.