What if I killed myself in my mind so I could be reborn with fresh zeal for life and a capacity for trust
@nagitoekogaeda Yea trust is scary, but I don't want to let the few predatory people who have abused me for their own amusement to win, if they could see me now they would laugh so hard at my inability to trust people who are actually decent, they'd think that was very funny :(
But then again, I still wouldn’t want to be that trusting of people