I'm still able to giggle at funny posts but there's still a dark deep sadness inside me rn 
a funny side effect of being caged 24/7 is whenever i start feeling depressed i remember not being able to grow hard and that makes me feel like a good boyo and safe and in the right place 
@mario I literally can't stop jacking off. I'm doing it 5 times a day, my refractory period is almost non existent. I can take two deep breaths and get hard again within minutes, then cum again (much smaller load)
The need to cut something open to get free inhibits me really well