Well since I'm so alone I'll just engage with my imaginary gf.

>Hey Jazzy! Love you
<Hey babe, thanks, love you too
>How are you doing?
<Meh, I'm bleh, I'm not doing great because I'm feeling down
>Why? You can tell me anything, I know you have a hard time opening up so I'm reassuring you
<Well, it's unresolved things from old friendships, they still bother me
>Unresolved things like what?
<People who I thought cared about me turned out to not really care all that much
>Ah I understand...it hurts to be discarded, treated like an object by those you trusted
<Yea, yea pretty much
>Well how are you going to get over it?
<I don't know how, if I knew I wouldn't be feeling this way...
>Well I value you and respect you and I won't ever discard you like an object
<........
>I know you don't trust me, you're scared to trust and believe my words, but I do mean them, and I'm not going away, and one day I hope you can trust me the way I trust you <3
<I hope so too babe, I love you too...I want to trust you