Idk if I have alters or what, but normally, when I'm conscious, I am repulsed by bbcs, but when I am out of it from edging, sometimes, and this stays between just us, sometimes, and I'm not proud of this or advocating for it or anything, but sometimes I masturbate to bbcs, THIS DOES NOT INVALIDATE ME OR SOMEHOW MAKE ME SOME SORT OF HYPOCRITE I DON'T CONSCIOUSLY LIKE BBCS AND EVEN IF I DID LIKE THEM IT'S NOT LIKE IT WOULD BE A SERIOUS ISSUE BUT I DON'T SO IT DOESN'T MATTER ANYWAY

i DO NOT like bbcs I DO NOT want them in my ass or my partners ass, this is a fact, bbcs are dirty and mean and rough, and I don't like that at all, femboy blacks with big cocks are fine because they're FEMININE but I don't want some big tough guy who's BLACK fucking my ASSHOLE

but sometimes, sometimes, just to see what the cucks are thinking, I fap to the thought of bbcs penetrating me and my waifus, but that is not indicative of REALITY or LIFE

I DO NOT take bbcs in my ass
I DO NOT think black "men" are sexy
I DO NOT want them to cum inside my waifu and giving her both HIV AND pregnancy
I don't want any of this
I don't want bbcs, pulsing rancid infected things, in my ass against my will

These are facts