I had a very rough night I barely slept at all and it all hurts so much it feels like yesterday never ended I need help but can't afford healthcare, I really worry I'm just going to die one day from something preventable, like one day my veins in my brain will explode and I'll just die, because they had been worn down so much from years of not sleeping properly and getting no help for it. The body repairs itself when sleeping. If I'm not sleeping my body is not repairing, I will literally die. I don't have money to afford healthcare.