I'm both horny and wholesome. It alternates. Sometimes I go to a dark place in my head and my eyes roll back like a shark, that's when it's rape time (I don't actually rape anyone but the cold, reptilian urge is there). Other times horny rape thoughts repulse me and don't interest me at all. There's a reptilian demon inside me left over in my brain stem from when apes were evolving, it says "consume and exploit", I work hard to keep that guy in a cage in my mind palace. Don't need him running around.