I'm scared to be a sex haver like all the other gays I'm scared of diseases. And don't say everything major is cured I could still get a staff infection or something. I'm also scared to even walk down the street because what if a car hits me or something? I think this is an anxiety problem that comes out in various ways.
@cum I used to talk with people I considered friends, that made me pretty confident, but then they stopped liking me and I'm super bitter about it because I gave them the best of myself for years.