There was a femboy irl who was my best friend but he played mind games with me. He broke my heart. I just had a dream about him. Even in the dream, it happened all over again. I woke up and was angry that even in my dreams I get cucked. I said to myself "This is fucking bullshit, even in my dreams nothing goes right." and then I ruminated on how "In dreams, you're supposed to be happy". I tried to go back to sleep so I could dream rape him, teach him a lesson about being mean to people who give you everything by not reciprocating, and by not being honest and saying "Woah woah, don't treat me like a girl I'm not going to sleep with you.", instead of acting all cutsy and coy and rubbing your butt against my dick at night when we're sleeping in the same bed like a husband and wife on the regular.