Fapping is getting harder as I age, inevitably the day will come when I can fap no more, and that day is the day I will need a person who doesn't care much about sex, and cares more about sensual cuddles. I would like to cuddle with that person right now tbh, but I still have some faps in me and I don't want to gross them out because they're likely asexual if a sexless relationship doesn't bother them.