why does this world exist and why does a potential suicide make me jealous ugh fuck aspd
why couldn't it be me am i not actually depressed am i weak am i too stupid am i fucking whats wrong me why cant i just pull the fuckin trigger so to speak
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@ellie The reason I can't is because I'm waiting for something better to happen. This is why many suicidal people kill themselves after a great life event, they peak and see how happy they are at the top and then they realize it's all back downhill from there and they do it. I just want to have sex with a cool person I guess that's why I'm not dead yet.
@Jazzy_Butts yeah i do want a cunt so thats probably why i haven't tbh
