Guys after 2014 I started compulsively watching the same media over and over again, I never did this before. 2014 was my big breakup. I keep watching shows and movies I saw when I was a kid. I'm caught in a loop and I think it's the most damning evidence that I'm not doing well. It's all Star Trek and Xmen, stupid action power fantasies for boys. I don't watch shit like little house on the prarie. Sometimes I'll watch old sitcoms like that 70s show. Or really old ones like the Addams family. Sometimes I'll watch stuff I haven't seen before, but I can't stop watching the same shit over and over again usually.