I've fapped to so many filthy things, sometimes the same thing multiple times, that I have ascended, I can see entirely new hentai scenes in my mind when I fap with my imagination, no scenario is too impossible to imagine, I'm nearing complete psychological freedom. If I could focus enough of my energy and take it seriously, I could use those self generated mind images as templates for drawn hentai. And they're detailed too, it's like I'm looking at the drawing but it's in my head, and when it moves I can see it frame by frame, and an entirely new development has happened where I have started to imagine things in CG form, this has never happened to me before but I'm starting to imagine deep scenarios with ingame models from games I've been playing a lot lately. It's weird. I'm really interested in where this goes, if anywhere.