Ok my ex canceled on me but I was ok with it and understood her reasoning, she was anxious and it's late, and from that I can infer she was worried we might do some bad things that she would end up regretting I guess? I really hope our friendship can come to the point where we can be two bros jackin and jillin off, no drama, just good vibes. He did say how fucking cute I was when I sent selfies showing what he was missing out on. I had set up a juice night for us with fresh squeezed juice and snacks and stuff. But it's not a big deal because I have delicious juice, good vibes, and hot porn to fill the void with.