I'm sorry I have to confess a racist outburst I had the other week after severe disappointment and abuse, I snapped and screamed so hard I hurt my throat, I said phrases like "nigger", "darkie", "monkey" (and most other non human primates), I feel so ashamed, I just reverted back to my old self, like Eddie Brock in the og spiderman when he's doing well then gets hit with venom again. I'm sorry!!! I'm sorry to the bbcs!!!