Announcement

Ok so my mental health has been a thing, as those who know me well understand, I feel as though I'm on the upswing, coming back up out of the muck of confusion back into lucidity. Gotta stay lucid. Gotta stay up top. Calm breathing. You know breathing is a great technique because the breath is always there! You will never be without an in breath out breath or held breath, can't happen, impossible. So relax, focus on your breathing, it's always there (unless you're dead in which case you no longer need to concern yourself with such things, I myself do not hope to die for quite, quite some time, although god only knows what's in the cards.) My vision has been going with quickening pace and at such a relatively young age I am beginning to grow concerned. I fear for my future and so I see the best course of action to be to give up pretenses and do my best to make friends and acquaintances and further my life to the best of my ability. Right now that looks like off grid living. I'm pretty off grid. I'm getting there. One day I'll be able to cut the metaphorical rope of my metaphorical houseboat and drift away from this stinky shit because I'd have the self sufficiency to do so. But my body betrays me, and so time is of the essence. I am sorry fedi frens if I can not be as active of a clown as one would hope, I have great hopes and I intend to pursue them, hopes like making my first 100,000 in the bamk, hopes like saving countless people from tormentors with all my riches, hopes like having people finally recognize that I'm pretty great, and they all cheer for me because I helped them.