honestly i hate being a fucking faggot, i'd still be an incel if i wasn't one, they'll fuck anything with a pulse. all it is is hedonistic bullshit when i can still never get in a relationship even with a faggot as a fucking autistic red flaggy 3 tops but and even the pinkpill would only work in western hugboxxing shitholes so it's not even worth trying. even if i'm not an incel (though i could never get with a real woman) i'll never have a relationship or even a proper date, i don't even know how that would work, i'm utterly fucking worthless and a red flag to any potential partners who have any semblance of standards (ie not some faggots cumdump) and thus i will never have any meaning. i can't even have "friends" because everybody gets disgusted by me and tries to avoid me, how would i ever get even even a chance of a relationship? it's totally fucking over for me, and it just feels all the worst considering how the average commited man looks in this shithole yet somehow the only time people will talk to me is to mock me

@faggotracist1488 I would date you irl if you were pretty and you vented to me like this, I'd be in love with your twink body and I wouldn't treat you like a piece of meat we'd get tradmarried and live in a cottage

@Jazzy_Butts i'm not pretty. at my peak trooning i got described at maybe a 6 at tops (though realistically they're hugboxxing and i was more like maybe a 4 or 5 if generous) and some unwanted sexual attention but i no longer look as youthful and because east yurop i haven't taken hrt in close to half a year now and smoking definitely has sped up looking worse too i'm back to being just a thoroughly failure of a man, i can't even stand going outside looking too bad but i try and look decent and presentable and i go out and i get mocked by people as i walk by, and that's looking decent, it is thoroughly over for me
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@faggotracist1488 if you could read my mind you would know I jack off to really tragic looking sexy trannies like fay valentine or robbi racks or other sexy porn gurls who clearly look pretty masc but they own it and don't hide their faces, they understand there is a passionate niche of chasers who actually prefer the "busted" or "unattractive" girls, we have this urge to protect the broken little bird and marry her

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@faggotracist1488 The appeal is that I have a nurturing personality, and a protective personality, and a mind for justice, and so I see girls who look different, but they aren't ugly, and all these asshole jerks are calling them ugly and that's stupid, if those kind of girls are ugly then ugly is beautiful to me, I like their strong features, they are beautiful, I've dated many "hons" and let me tell you, I loved them and none of them were a quickie, it just never worked out because they doubted I loved them because in their minds "who could ever love an ugly hon" was a thing they believed. They often passed me over as a relationship partner to go be prostitutes to make money for the cosmetic procedures they never would have needed for me to love them because I loved them just the way they were. Of course if they wanted things like hair removal or other minor cosmetic stuff I would support them 100% but I love them for who they are and I don't want them to change too much. Their "imperfections" are part of the person they were when I fell in love with them, I want them to just see that, have a good cry with me, and move on together accepting eachothers love despite the world and its hate.

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