@nep I cunmed and I still can't sleep and I confessed to my ex that ever since they told me about their anal adventures I've felt teased and that I want to see their anal gape and fuck them and then I added, totally not to like get what I want just explaining for clarity, that I'm getting my shit together and am getting in shape again and then I complained about how lonely I was and how hard it is to meet new people and how nice it would be to just have intimacy with someone I trust... DO YOU THINK IT WILL WORK??