I want to quit being a gooner once I get all my porn sorted (I'll goon OCCASIONALLY but not like I've been doing the last 5+ years...I think that arc of my life is ending.) and become a smut CREATOR like I originally intended. All my ooga boog googly eyes will be sorted so any time I need a reference or inspiration from the greats I respect, I'll just open my folder for that franchise (I sort by franchise not by artist sorry I know that's weird apparently, THAT'S WHY TAG YOUR WORK LEGIBLY I WILL NOT DO IT FOR YOU I WILL NOT ALTER THE SAVE FILE NAME JUST TO REMEMBER IT WAS YOU WHO MADE IT FUCKING TAG YOUR FUCKING WORK FUCKING PROMINENTLY AND FUCKING LEGIBLY IF YOU WANT CREDIT) and look around the gallery and get some ideas for poses, settings, general character shapes, then go look at references of official art, sexualize it in my own way with the inspiration I've gained, along with some life model references for any adult characters and cgi model references for any other characters. I feel like I can really do it if I stop being a doomer and just live my life. I'm filled with such anxiety and always have been. After 9/11 I started listening to Alex Jones, and he drove me insane. I'm glad he lost everything fuck him he drove me insane. I'm still recovering from that bullshit conspiracy shit. I just want to be a creator.