@Mutt@mapsupport.de @Apologist Killing is no more or less exciting than anything else in life. I used to kill animals lawfully with guns. I don't do that anymore. I haven't for a long time. I did it because I needed to check something. Each life was like a little weight. Once I realized that I stopped. Each life is a weight and it hangs heavy on the one who takes it if they have a soul. But there is one evil bastard who I would go through hell for. And I know that makes me a monster too. I would rip his guts out and his dick off in front of everyone who thought he was a pure angel for what he did to me, and I wouldn't give a damn about their trauma, because I'd be getting my release, their pain would be irrelevant to me in that moment in that task, because of what he had done, in fact the way I would weave it is, he's the one causing them pain, because if he never made his bad choices I wouldn't be ripping his guts out and his dick off.