If we could have sex, If I could give you pleasure, I would be so happy....but I'm inadequate.......... I'm pathetic........no one could ever possibly flirt with me and do rp and say how they wouldn't care how I looked because my personality is so good.
Nobody would ever keep trying until I got the hint, no one would ever just not give up on me, they're not out there, I'm doomed, I'm so sad, and alone, and broken, and vulnerable.