God I wish weed fucking hit me like it used to. I used to smoke and laugh and have SO much fun. Now I smoke and I really don't even giggle, I barely even get short term memory loss anymore, like none. And t breaks fucking hurt, I smoke because of joint pain and also really bad depression T-T AND I'M SMOKING CONCENTRATE LIKE A FUCK LIKE GOD DAMN WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MY LIFE