@Apologist Thankyou for thinking of me, I've gotten off it before but that was before my chronic pain...I really hope I can. I want pot to be fun again, instead of an inescapable habit. It's hurting my lungs. Lately at night when I go to bed I swear I'm going to not smoke any tomorrow, but literally as soon as I'm awake enough to think thoughts and feel feelings I cannot handle I and like a nicotine smoker in the old days I heat up my fucking rig which makes me feel even worse because now it's like fucking heroin, it's a whole process and even though I keep my rig clean and clear (unlike MOST potheads I've met) it makes me feel ashamed, and then I sit and have an asthma attack for a while because my lungs already weren't good before I picked up pot but I bought into the propaganda from the pro pot people who said ridiculous shit like pot is not harmful to your lungs, they'd say that with such confidence.