It’s been a while, since I took out the big guns.
I guess in a way, I’m a little afraid of them.
I’m not shining quite as I used to. I started again, but something else appeared. It’s not the trauma. That’s still there, but it’s healing. I think that now I’m worried about hurting someone else.
@Aco You have to take good care of yourself and dedicate yourself to helping others if you want to do no harm, self first then others, and always be on the lookout to learn from others, there's a lot of smart people out there you just have to get out of toxic medias and surround yourself with positivity. Literally watch every episode of mr rogers. And therapists can be creepy so be careful with them. And so can religious people.
@Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club I don’t know if there is a reasonable path for me to do no harm. My path has become one of a warrior, whether I like it or not. And even among those close to me, pain is likely inevitable. I’m not designed to do no harm. I’m the world’s most skilled bulldozer driver, doing surprisingly delicate and precise maneuvers with my blade. But at the end of the day, I’m still a bulldozer. And no matter how careful I am, I always end up causing pain. I always say the wrong thing. I simply work too close to the edge.
@Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club I know I have ADHD, which comes with executive dysfunction like autism. A lot of beings think I have autism but I’ve been formally diagnosed with ADHD and not autism. There’s a lot of overlap though. But yeah, the ADHD likely plays a big part in it.