https://youtu.be/zlmD9qg4Igw
I feel like dr Manhattan, I know my fate I see the strings of time more or less and I know the universe is on rails, it's very disheartening, and stressful, and inescapable...Dr. Manhattan was given power but he wasn't heroic enough to make the world a better place with it, that was the fate he was bound to, and I feel bound to a similar fate. Why am I not good enough, why am I not a hero, what is wrong with me, I wonder these things, and I try to do better in life.