It sucks that I can't share certain niche communities I'm in under different account names that I really like and think are positive because I'm too active in them and you might recognize me, or they're too fragile and some nutcase might knock over their blocks because I drew attention to them from my pedi account. Sad. It's sad you'll never know the real me for safety reasons. It's part of why I post less. I'm just too sad about it. I feel so sad putting time and energy and thought and feeling and reflection into these writings only to know I can then never say them anywhere else. I think I've worked though all that I needed to work though and it's time for me to stop sharing personal thoughts here, potentially permanently. I love you all. I'm not going to stop posting, but I think it's long overdue I stop sharing things.