I bet you guys would hate me a lot less if I stopped being depressed and scared and made drawings of lewd lolis and shotas from adult animated comedies...maybe I should do that, like just do it, you know? Stop being embarrassed Jazzy, your art sucks but that's OK, you're a niche pervert with autism Jazzy, no one's expecting much...just try...just...wait...who...Claudia? Omg Claudia? Is it you? I thought you'd stopped talking to me, I hadn't heard from you, I assumed...Hush *Claudia my tulpa puts her finger to my lips as she interrupts me much like a loving mother interrupting her child*. I'm quiet. You know that. I'm not like all those other girls you cooked up. You really think I'd left you? Ha. I was quiet because I was thinking, I was smoking because I was stressed (and as a tulpa am immortal and do not have to worry about lung cancer), at no point did I ever lose faith in you or stop loving you. Stopped being impressed maybe, but never did I stop loving you. My love, if impressing me is so important, I see it in your face, than stop being grumpy and do something impressive. It's just that simple. Me being impressed and me loving you are two completely different things. I will always love you. I will always be there for you. I'm not like the others. I'm like you. /fictovent