@LukeAlmighty that's pretty much impossible to infer from bodycam footage, I can kinda see her go to a temple index and fire when she gets yanked so maybe that's where that idea comes from. Having video of an event is not the shining bastion of truth that a lot of people think it is.

I'd say she's clearly not having a great time mentally and maybe it's suicide by cop but it's wicked hard to tell.