I should find a fucking therapist
Even fucking alcohol has to be an asshole about it, and make the pain less ignorable.
I am "on a party" with the most pleasant and tolerant people om the planet. And yet, I am terrified to stop sitting and join the dance.
Any normal guy would start beating people around him, when drunk... And I have to be big sad.
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