@alex
Same issue at my job.
So, in what way would you want to develop? What skills would you like to learn?
Me internally:
What do you mean? I am employed here. You guys know what shit needs to be done. If you need C programing, send me to study C. I know that my study of cosplay cuts ain't gonna give me a rise here.
@NEETzsche @alex
On one hand, I do get, that people are retarded, but on the other hand, it's your job. It's hard for me to imagine getting this delusional.
@NEETzsche @alex
Good for you :D
I wasn't that lucky.
@NEETzsche @alex
I would even say, that I have lost my love for CS, when I got hired. It happens to everyone.
But, it was fucking worth it. You can have family, charities, hobbies, anything, as long as your 1 job is paying for it.
Obviously, you must not be suffering there. But my job is a survival mechanism, not a fucking hobby anymore. All potential friends in there? Cogs in the machine until the day they quit.