@LukeAlmighty Is your mum still alive? If so try giving her a call. You will never find a woman who will love you like your mother.

@WhitestTemplar
Thanks, you couldn't have chosen a worse advice :omegalul:

Do you want to hear some prety good trauma lore?

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You know, the little things.
When she was with her friends, she used to tell me "when adults are talking, kids are supposed to swing their legs" meaning to shut up completely and not dare ruin her socializing.

She used to threaten me with showing me into a mental institute about.... once a week?

When I wanted to buy literally anything, her first reaction was: And do you think I'm a fucking thief? She even said this after I said, that I enjoyed a go kart ride, and she followed by buying it anyway, even though, I REALLY didn't want it after that reaction, leading to the most miserable "fun" of my life.

After I said to her, that I didn't enjoy twilight as much as she did, she said, that one day, I will shoot up a school. You know... The sane shit to say.

She literally never forgave me my autism, and mere months ago, she told me, that she is happy, that I didn't turn into a petty criminal, since with the autism, it was 50/50 chance, and there was literally nothing she could do to change that outcome.

So, yeah... that kind of love is truly something unique. MOTHERLY LOVE IS SOOOOOOOOOOO PRECIOUS.

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@LukeAlmighty Sounds like she has a mental disorder worse than the tism.
@LukeAlmighty And for what it's worth. I'm sorry that you had to experience that.

@WhitestTemplar
So, I explained to my dad, that I really don't have the strength to take care of her once her health starts degrading.

At least he is a truly wise great man, so he understood completely.

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