It really pissed me off.
I literally spilled my entire hearth here on fedi, where everyone can be honest. I said words that I not only have not told anyone before, but that went so deep, this was the first time I managed to formulate them.
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@wizardmanperson
Well, it still is the safest place on the internet as far as I'm concerned.
@wizardmanperson
Sure, and I honestly get it. I met a few people from here, but the experience wasn't exactly great.
But... That makes a great effect because if I assume anonymity as a rule, then I can be more honest, especially about traumatic experiences.
This is why shrinks cannot possibly work. My deep distrust is towards abusive women with no empathy and total power over my life. And what is a therapist? A woman woth 0 empathy, payed to not act human and with power to send me to the madhouse. Literally the last thing I need to live a stable life.
@wizardmanperson
Kinda found out the hard way, that some internet schizos do in fact act a bit schizo in real life too. Most people I met were absolutely cool, but meeting up IRL is just not ideal.
At least now, I have a stable community, so I don't need to risk that insane strategy of building one up anymore.