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Need to try and get some sleep. That will probably do me some good.
@alyx I deactivate (not delete) my social media accounts whenever necessary.
It's more important for me to have a good stable support system outside social media. Communicating here is good but it's somewhat one-dimensional compared to face-to-face interactions.
May peace, hope, love and joy be with you!
I'm having one of those moments when I feel like distancing myself from everyone. Part of me wants to just abandon this place. Delete my accounts and not return. Maybe start again somewhere else, and run away again as soon as I feel like I'm getting too close to someone.
I won't. Mostly because I know I'll feel better by tomorrow.
I've got issues man... serious issues. Trust issues, self esteem issues, confidence issues... Issues I can't even name or fully understand.
Most of the time I just feel like I need space. And lots of it.
If I ever disappear... I'm probably fine, but it's because I needed space and to regain control of my comfort zone. Which is usually unstable as fuck IRL already... I can't afford to have my online presence add to that in any way.
P.S. Thanks for reading my blog post. Here's something cute to cheer you up after reading my depressing shit.