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@rasterman oh I did trust me lol

I have cyclothymia (type of bipolar) so it's probably just some hypomania getting the best of me. I don't feel groggy or anything, woke up super refreshed but I just know that I'm going to be powered by caffeine later today and then I'm probably going to crash when I get home which will mean I'll be awake until like noon tomorrow. Just how it goes.

Roommate isn't exactly helping the situation because it makes me mad because I ASKED HIM TO BE QUIET TONIGHT. so that gets my blood boiling. I'd probably sleep through it normally, but that's why I asked him to be quiet in the first place because if I have a rough time sleeping, it's not gonna be any easier to go back to bed with someone yelling in the other room.

I have epilepsy too, which worsens the more exhausted or stressed I am. So on days like these I have to really watch myself. It wouldn't suck as much if I could just ride the mania train all the way to the bank and get shit done but I'd probably be dead if I did that.

@rasterman I know it's not BECAUSE OF HIM either because he wasn't a factor the past few days I've gotten no sleep, but yeah, just makes me annoyed which stacks onto the frustration of not being able to sleep which just makes me less likely to be able to go back to bed >.>

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