@LoliHat blue pill for sure. red pill sounds kind of fun, but i would be trading the life i have now for something completely different and it's still a gamble. just because i have knowledge doesn't mean i'll have the perfect conditions to get to where i am today. it could go better for me, but it could go worse. not really willing to take that chance.

the blue pill on the other hand, means i could completely buy a house anywhere i wanted to and still have plenty of money left over. it would be an extremely huge weight off of my shoulders.