i'd sooner rip open my butthole and put a pirranha in there than change who i am to fit in with fake faggots
@Ducking tis what sparked it but i was also talking about other people i know personally with friends earlier today, just everyone who does this shit in general is fake as fuck.
coming from someone who used to BE fake as fuck. i can't stand it.
@Ducking i guess if you value the validation of high-status people more than anything else it makes sense.
i've taken the stance for the better part of the last decade that the people i should value should also be the ones who value me, not people that i should have to try to achieve some "higher moral goal" or whatever to get them to value me more, or put in way more work than they are. i think that's actual maturity because you aren't letting yourself be manipulated.
maybe i've just had more people in my life try to do that to me and i was exposed to it more than other people were so i ended up having a strong enough will to end up being disturbed by it.
"growing up" and "maturing" in order to fit in with greater society is a fucking sham that turns you into a soulless, dickless, hopeless, defenseless piece of shit, sometimes literally in this day and age