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I wanna try just working full time, so that I can afford an apartment by myself, but I'm super worried about my health if I do that. If I start having seizures or feel like I can't work more then I obviously wouldn't be able to afford it anymore.
i say this and then realize you need double the amount of rent as income to actually rent somewhere and i actually just straight up almost had a seizure on sunday at work lol. i barely work at all right now as far as "actual work" goes. but disability still works off of like minimum wage or some shit probably. it's definitely not enough to get you by on your own, you need help from actual people and not just the government.
which thankfully i still have people in my life willing to let me stay with them and such, it would just suck. i don't wanna' be forced to live with relatives man. i don't want to feel like a failure who has to go back to live with his mom when i'm 28 years old xP
